I was inspired to go to mass this morning which always means there's a great lesson awaiting my arrival ...
Jesus was teaching in a synagogue on the sabbath and a woman was there, who for eighteen years had been crippled by a spirit, she was bent over, completely incapable of standing erect.
When Jesus saw her, he called to her and said, 'Woman, you are set free of your infirmity.' He laid his hands on her, and she at once stood up straight and glorified God.
What was the takeaway?
Personally, I've had one area of my life that had been crippling me and seemingly felt out of my control for YEARS which completely contradicted my belief system, that we alone create our reality, ALL aspects of it, so what was I missing? Why had I not been able to master this area of my life?
As I thought that thought a voice inside my head said, 'Believe it shall be and it shall be so.'
This was not a new thought for me so I said, 'But I HAVE believed' and the voice back said, 'Really? Whose belief?'
WAIT, WHAT???
It meant that I had believed so deeply in what others had said in regards to my situation that I completely disregarded MY truth and in doing so manifested THEIR truth, NOT MINE.
I got exactly the vibrational match that I was omitting.
'Believe it shall be, and it shall be so.'
YES, I get it, I DID believe... IN THEM.
When Jesus said 'Woman, you are set free of your infirmity.' I'm certain His words felt good to her and me. His words were in alignment with that inner part of her that said YES, His truth is MY truth, and in that, she and I, were healed.
We all have an internal GPS system guiding us along our journey, and if we stay connected and TRUST that inner Being, that higher aspect of ourselves we will never be led astray.
It took me MANY YEARS to get this one but alas I AM FREE. I became the crippled woman who trusted what Jesus said and rose to walk again.
I AM eternally grateful for this great lesson today.
Can you relate? Have you believed so deeply in what another has said that you've forgotten your own truth?
Words to ponder indeed.
In LOVE & Service, Tamaey
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